What Happens Next?

So... it has been one of those difficult weeks that have spiraled almost out of control. This blog will be different (fyi I will follow through with my promises, but I need this off my mind)
My grandma has taken a turn to the worst and her importance to me has started shining brigther than ever. She may be one of the most difficult woman to set straigth but I love that about her. Dealing with what now is the inevitable; hey it is what she wants. I have began reflecting on what becomes of all of us. (pardon the deepness that I am about to bring to you) Is there really a God? Do we all meet up in Heaven? What is hell as it must be different for everyone...
I have began trying to reevaluate what matters to me, I am putting a handle on everything I possably can.
In times like this; a death, heart break, etc... try this:
1) Write everything out (like I do whith this blog, or use a journal)
2) You may need time to heal but NEVER push those away that you love (I realize I have been distant with my friends, those old and those new; hear me out I will make it up to all of you!)
3) It's ok to ask for help. Seriousaly, the saying is overused because it is true! As a college student I had a difficult time realizing that hey maybe I do need help, whether just talking with someone or asking for help on assignments. If you have a good reason for struggling people will help!

If you read this thank you.

Until next time,
R

The Big 4

I find it hard to update as much as I would like, if you are passing through drop a comment.

Here is the list of things I will talk about in the next few blogs:

1) Relationships

2) Haloween Costumes

3) Sleeping Techniques

4) Study Habits

Until then,

R

A is for apple

Ok sadly this post will be on the short side.

I have like a bazillion things today (exageration of course). So how do I spread my time in these difficult, stressful, and frustrating times?

I make lists, basically a to-do list but I do it in alphabetical order.

For example:

A- assignment

B- breakfast

and so on.

Until next time,

R

Not so Sweet

Had one of the worst nights last night. Even though I probably went to bed at half past ten, I woke up so tired! In these situations there just is not much you can do. I ussually try to intake alot of caffene, only from my fave chai latte I am not a coffee fan. However, I have been so forgetful lately that I forgot my latte so I have been eating to keep awake. Also the fact that it is so chilly or at least in my opinion I feel it's somewhat ok to ingest large ammounts of calories.

Hey maybe I am just overthinking the whole thing, I mean I fit into the average sized girl. I am a small build with a almost hour-glass shilohuette, man my professor would be happy to hear me use my termanology.

So in the situation I have been dealing with today, I am letting the small things slide. As long as I don't dig myself a hole I should be ok. However my stomach seems to be rebelling against me one minute I feel hungry the next I feel I could burst. Is this normal?

I do have to say after a two hour stats class I feel a bit more awake, though it could have been the sugur that is now pulsing through my vains. I'll admit chocolate and I are amazingly close, I know though that I will need to up my excercise to make it through the winter with a small physique.

I have basically told you about last night and not given you so much advise. What could I possibly say to connect to this 'sleepless-night' syndrome?

1. Relax (before it is time to sleep pull out a book or if you are like me sudoku can relax you. For me it has my whole mind focused on completing a single task)

Next time I will add to this list.

Sweet dreams!

R